A memoir in verse.
 
This poetry collection tells the story of a life reclaimed—through the recounting of the fragments. Detailing healing, exploration, and return, and woven from years of silence, Nasiyah gives a raw and intimate glimpse into their world, shaped by neurodivergence, dissent, and dreaming in the shadow of religious abuse, childhood trauma, and countless questions. Each poem is a fragment of memory in time, together creating a midrash of becoming. These poems do not simply speak; they reimagine holiness through autistic perception, feminist Torah, queer faith, and the quiet revolution of survival. This is the story of a holy misfit who didn’t leave God—they simply found where God had been hiding all along.